goodness gracious .. all this work leaves me no time to exercise so all this fat is just building up . and because i’m not exercising, my willingness to move is slowly decreasing . ii don’t even want to walk up the stairs in school anymore . and the sleep deprivation isn’t making anything better .
So i plan on auditioning for JYP some time senior year. Of course I’ll be auditioning as a bboy since i can’t sing or model. This summer i plan to beast on bboying unlike last summer where i only practiced once a week. Maybe I’ll be lucky and end up like Jay Park! I’ll be content with being a backup dancer or something like that though. I don’t want to live a normal life like everyone else. I don’t even really know what i want to do in the future. I’ve always been a lazy guy and was never interested in academics. None of that stuff is really hard in school, I just don’t care for it. Dancing on the other hand is always new and exciting. You strive to invent new moves and be original. You spend months working up your strength and technique just to get one move down. I have to admit I have been slacking recently though. I really want to get back into freestyle too. Damn, I’m gonna have to practice a lot. Well hopefully i follow through, get better looking, get better at bboying/dancing, and get into JYP. I just want to be famous.